Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Hmm I just realised I haven't been blogging since damn long ago. So erm, today I shall post something lol.
School sucks seriously. How I wish I am still in holidays now. During holidays, I can get wake up whenever I want, play whenever I want, mug whenever I want (if I even bother to), sleep whenever I want and go out and come back whenever I want. Now, life has come back to the SAME OLD routine. Wake up, go school, study, go home/cca, do tutorials, sleep and wake up again. Weekends are not much better either.
Got back 2 blocks papers so far. 70 for chem and 69 for math. Yea, I know. Don't mention my math marks to me. Somemore is 70 - 1 cos I didn't write the +C for indefinite integrals. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.
Ok to admit I am damn bored now haha. Did my chem prac just now then now don't feel like doing anything le haha. Before I end off, here's something for you guys. Something simple yet caught my attention when I saw it.
"The purpose of life is a life of purpose." - Robert Byrne
11:36 PM
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
Yay! The holidays are finally hereeeeeee!!!!!! =D It's like a really well-deserrved break loh, after months of trudging through tutorials, tests, CCAs etc.
Goals for this holidays!
1. Brush up on my basketball skills! This is a definite must haha.
2. Start mugging for block test next week. Better still, this weekend. Oh wait. I think I should finish all my homework by this weekend.
3. Go out with friends whom I have not seen for a very loooong time.
4. Go out with my ccamates, classmates and whatevermates! hcult jts this sat and interact jts next sat!
5. Download all the music and movies that I wanted to but had not time for the past few months.
6. Do something/somethings for PW!
11:30 PM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
Date check: 24 May 2009
Reality check:
1. Installation in 6 days
2. Holidays in a week's time
3. Blocks in a month's time
4. Math and Bio test next week
5. Tons of tutorial to be completed by next week
Time really flies, I guess. I could still remember the Dec holidays as if it was yesterday. And unknowingly, half of j1 life has almost passed. Very soon, j1 will end and the frantic j2 life will start. Haiz.
On hindsight, the past few months has been fulfilling, but hectic. I could still remember the first day that I stepped into college and was delighted at the sight of so many females after 4 years in a monk school. Very soon, orientation started and yep, we did have fun, especially at the campfire night. Then, it was mugging for fac dance. I could still remember going down for practice sessions almost everyday cos CCAs haven't really started yet. POP came and passed, and again, it was a night of fun. Move move shake shake!
From that point on, everything took a 180 degrees turn. CCAs more or less started and almost everyday was spent on CCAs or mugging for tests or simply rushing through tutorials. No doubt it was tiring, I guess it was fun at the same time? The interaction and bonding time you get through CCAs is really amazing. :) March holidays didn't feel like a holiday at all. PW questions came out on T2W1/2, and everyone was suddenly rushing PIs. I could still remember the agony from getting rejected over and over again.
As the final preparations for Installation goes on, I start to wonder whether I have the stamina to finish this race. To not only perform well in Interact exco but also in studies and perhaps frisbee. Nevertheless, I would try my best bah. Very soon, this will all pass. I could still remember passing out parade a few months back in Sep. It was quite an emotional night I guess? I tried to stay high but deep inside I knew I am gonna miss np. Then it was batch dinner. Ok, to admit, it was a bit sian. After all, how exciting can it get with guys only? But it symbolises the last few times 4D sat down together and had fun, not that I like 4D very much though...
7F! Try to organise more class outings leh. Or not we will start to regret next year...
12:22 PM
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Thanks ar KOH ZHE WEI. Now everyone in Interact starts to niao me too...
8:39 PM
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
I HATE SCANDALS. =(
Please lah. It's totally not true can. I would had reacted differently if it was true. Ask those who know me well enough in sec 2 if you wanna know.
At first I thought it's harmless and perhaps everyone just needs abit of fun to destress and stuff. So I put up with it and yea, it never seemed to stop. Perhaps they think that I am easy to bully and that by not reacting, it's true? Seriously, this had got to stop. It's really getting on my nerves. You guys won't understand the emotional trauma I am going through everyday right now cos your scandals didn't last that long.
If it makes you happy to know, I am not as DEPRIVED as you think. Like what I analysed to some people that day, I think it's cos you guys probably think that I am some deprived kid who had never went out on dates before and thus, randomly link me to another girl. Again, if it makes you happy to know, I am not as IGNORANT as you think. Experience-wise, I am probably on par with some of you out there who have gf/bf now.
Let me repeat myself again:
1. I am not interested in her.
2. I don't even talk to her alot. And I think I talk to girls outside of our class more.
3. I won't get a gf in jc. Don't ask why.
12:46 PM
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Tuesday, May 05, 2009
STRESSED STRESSED! RAWR!
Stop pressurizing me lah seriously. I am suffocating already.
I just need someone who truly understands. Not someone who puts pressure on me everytime I see him/her. =(
11:24 PM
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Thursday, April 09, 2009
HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK AND MORE HOMEWORK! =(
Sadly, that's what I was busy with for the past don't-know-how-many days. Homework + PI + Interact proposals = Dead
I am like so tired now lah. Can't believe I actually survived this week. Oh well...
List of things to be done this long weekend
1. CHEM ONLINE TEST! (I actually forgot about last week's!)
2. ECONS ILP (by Monday. RAWR!)
3. GP Application Qn Practice (by Monday)
4. Chem tutorial on bonding (by Tuesday)
5. Math remedial extra practices (by Tuesday)
6. Start on math tutorial 4 (hopefully...)
7. Econs tutorial (by Thursday but actually, I don't know what to do leh)
8. Mug for math inequality assignment on Thursday
9. Get started on bio enzymes tutorial (hopefully...)
=(
11:38 PM
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