Game
Posted on: Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Posted at: 8:06 PM
Ok. So I have been slacking these few days. But who cares? XD After all, we guys from HCINPCC had suffered enough during the june holidays. Now's the time to slack for a while before the exco work kicks in real hard again.

And yea, I changed my specs! It's now white in colour. =D Most of you probably haven't seen it bah. Heh.

To those still having lessons, good luck and jiayou! They will soon be over! For now, I am hooked on 2 games.

First up is of cos Lunia. Quite addictive after you played for a while.

And next, is a game called Darkness and Light. It's basically a copycat of dota but just that it is free. And since I played dota before, it wasn't too hard for me to master the controls. The only complain I have is the game is not very smooth. The gameplay is too slow for me. Hah.

Results
Posted on: Friday, October 26, 2007
Posted at: 11:46 PM
Got back result slip today. I got 2.44 as MSG.

Better than I expected. But yet, still quite lousy as compared to my previous years.

And so what if I am ranked 30th in my class? It just goes to show that my class is too zai for me.

After all, if I were in 3B or 3C, I would be somewhere near the average line. But now, since I am in 3D, I just have to accept the fact that I am quite weak as compared to my other classmates.

And yeah, I am still regretting having chosen HRP. After all, I heard the SS and History papers weren't too hard.

Whatever bah. Time waits for no one. It's too late to sulk over it now. And so, let's all look forward to Sec 4! =)

ice skate
Posted on: Thursday, October 25, 2007
Posted at: 8:04 PM
Ok. So now I know how fun ice skating can be. The feeling of satisfaction when you got the hang of it, the speed at which you travel at, the wind flying against your face and the coolness of the whole thing... All these certainly made it a nice recreational activity.

But on another note, I suffered several abrasions at my ankle and this is not good news cos I've got training tomorrow. Boots and abrasion simply doesn't go together. It will make it much worse. Trust me. I tried before. Without much luck, of cos.

Oh well...

Bored
Posted on: Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Posted at: 10:10 PM
Lunia server just got shut down suddenly. Totally random. I was battling the boss halfway when suddenly I was disconnected from the server and when I tried re-logging in, it didn't work.

Haix. So unlucky. Whatever lah. Hah.

And yea. Festival of sports is totally B-O-R-I-N-G! I spent three days stoning around, playing bball and chapteh. It's like totally no life lah. I would rather go play bball with my friends at BP CC. Although we lose to other people most of the time, at least we still have fun together. =D

And that's something I always believe in always. It's the process that matters, not the results.

Although the results or outcomes may be important to you, nothing will beat the satisfaction of working as a team.

Ok. So I may not be from a sports CCA and therefore, have no right to say this type of stuff. But trust me. NPCC is not much better. The exco is just..., too political.

Never mind if you don't understand. Those from HCI NPCC should know bah.

OEV HK
Posted on: Sunday, October 21, 2007
Posted at: 9:45 AM
Ok. So it's more or less confirmed that I will going for the NPCC Hong Kong trip.

Oh yah. Forgot to tell you guys. This trip is organised by NPCC HQ and about 1 cadet is chosen from each area to go for it. I was lucky to be chosen to represent Area 15. Heh. The trip is going to be from 21 Nov to 27 Nov. And guess what? I only need to pay $150 for the whole trip!

And that is like super cheap, considering that we will be taking SIA. But of cos, I am not excited just cos it is cheap. It's more of making new friends bah. And Jiahan, who went for it last year, said it was quite fun too.

So, yea... Shall look forward to it. =)

lalalala
Posted on: Thursday, October 18, 2007
Posted at: 9:48 PM
Ok. So my MSG will be somewhere around 2.9.

Whatever bah.

All cos of the stupid double academic units system. Haix. Shall look forward to next year instead of brooding over this year's results. Heh.

Training resumes tomorrow and it's gonna be quite sian cos I don't have a squad yet. In case you haven't know, I will be NCO (Non-commissioned Officer) for next year's sec one squad. And so, I have nothing to do for the rest of the trainings this year. Heh.

Maybe we will discuss about the CCA display for sec one orientation bah. That's cos since Melvin and I are gonna be in Beijing during the sec one orientation, we need to do all the planning asap.

And I can't afford to offend somewhere out there anymore. =(

Results
Posted on: Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Posted at: 7:08 PM
Ok. So my MSG is officially screwed.

And this is all thanks to Math. I seriously hate the double academic units system. First IH, then now Math.

And if assuming my HRP gets C5, my MSG will only be 2.8 at best. At worst, it can go up to 3.2.

And it's not like I haven't been putting in effort for this EOY! Like I said before, it's my tests in the last few terms that pulled me down by a lot.

Whatever bah.

I should have done more ACE at the start of the year.

I should have mugged for every single test.

I should have taken exams instead of HRP for IH.

I should have committed myself more to studies instead of NPCC.

Friends
Posted on: Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Posted at: 10:31 PM
They say friends will always be there for you when you needed them.

But in reality, how true is that?

How many friends do you really have?

And how many of them are willing to listen to all your nonsense?

I can safely say, for me, the number is even less than the number of fingers on one hand.

Yes, we may hang out with each other and crap for the whole day. But deep down, you and me know that we are no more than strangers meeting for the first time. The conversation topics ever dry and the constant deafening silence.

Oh well. That's life. As Jia Ming said, reality rules over dreams. We just have to accept the hard fact of life.

And yea, to those lamers/crappers out there, get this through your thick skulls.

I absolutely do NOT have a girlfriend now, and will NEVER have one, at least till JC. Time to update your systems a bit, guys. What's in the past is already long gone. And the clock is not reversible.

Bored
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Posted at: 1:41 PM
Got back Chinese, Chemistry and Physics papers so far.

I would say that they had exceeded my expectations bah. Got an A2 for Chinese and A1 for the other two.

Oh well. 3 more papers yet to be returned. And in any case, these grades are not the final grades. I think that most probably my results for the other 3 terms will pull me down, a lot.

Whatever bah. I tried my best for this EOYs! =)

Sigh... Feeling bored now. That's the problem with my EOYs coming so late. Other people had gone back to school while my marking days have just started. And so, there's nobody to accompany me out or something. Even if I were to ask HCI people, diferent classes have different schedules for checking of exam papers and this makes it quite difficult to coordinate.

Totally feeling zzz now.

Anyone up for a movie or something? I haven't watched one since Harry Potter 5...

Walk
Posted on: Monday, October 15, 2007
Posted at: 11:45 AM
It's been so so so so long ever since I took a walk around Bukit Panjang. Come to think of it, it has almost been a year bah, I guess...

In any case, I went to do it again just now. The scenery is quite different, I will say. Mainly due to all the construction stuff going on bah. Hah. Will be doing Zhenghua Park tomorrow. Or maybe not. See first. =)

2 months and 1 day to Beijing.
2 months and 1 day to 16 Dec.

Ok. Not going to say anymore.

Figure out yourself if you want...

HAHA
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Posted at: 8:04 AM
Since I wasn't in such a good mood yesterday, I decided to do some some cleaning. Heh. Nothing much bah. Basically just tidying up my room and getting rid of as much dust as I can. And yes, due to my sensitive nose, I kept sneezing. =(

Anyway, in the midst of it, I uncovered several things that I thought I had lost but never did. They were mainly just some momentos and were hidden under my books or something. But now, they are all safely locked up! If I need to, I can just take them out again. Hah.

And yea, I don't even let my family members see it. =D

Thanks
Posted on: Sunday, October 14, 2007
Posted at: 6:50 PM
Thanks everyone. =)

I really appreciate your efforts.

Love you guys!

Mad
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Posted at: 8:22 AM
Damn it!
Damn it!
Damn it!

Got scolded last night just for not helping my dad do something. What the hell is going on in this world?! And freaking hell, it's not like I did not want to help him. I just happened to be doing something else!

Damn it!
Damn it!
Damn it!

And he insulted me like I am not a human. Like I am not part of the family. Like I am not HIS son. I am 15 years old already! And I am even gonna have my IC soon! Freaking hell!

Fine then. Since he said even a stray dog is better than me, fine. Let it be. I shall be a person with low self-esteem fron now onwards.

No one will ever treat me as a human.
No one will ever like me.
No one will treat me as a friend.
NO ONE will ever love me.

I am an asshole.
I am a idiot.
I am a noob.
I am stupid.
I am silly.
I am dumb.
I am worse than a dog.
I am a sucker.
I am a GONER.

Since I was that difficult to raise, why didn't he dump me in the rubbish bin the moment I was born? And if I am that irresponsible, how the f-king hell did I get into this school and achieve whatever I had in NPCC?

No one can ever understand me. NO ONE. That's cos none of you will ever have a father that runs this home like a military camp, a father who thinks violence is the only way to make us behave, a father who even beats his wife and children up, a father who will rather spend time with his friends drinking than accompanying us at home, a father who allow no room for negotiation for whatever stuff and a father who always think he is the only person who is right in this world.

And no one will ever be there for me. No one will be able to see the tears I let out last night. NO ONE.

lalalala
Posted on: Saturday, October 13, 2007
Posted at: 12:36 PM
Hah. Second post for today! But feeling bored mah. Lalalala...

Anyway, I was just reading through the archives of my blog just now when I saw the post on 31 Dec 2006.

An extract of it...

"So, a year review now. 2006. A year full of first times for me. First time I had a gf and first time I broke up.

2006 was not bad, considering I experienced quite a lot of stuff that I never experienced before. It is also the year that I vowed not to use that f-word. So far, I had been keeping up with it.

All happy things will come to an end regardless whether u want it or not. Next year, we are going to be split into different classes.

So now, my New Year resolutions! XD

In the coming year, I resolve to
1. Exercise at least 4 times a week
2. Continue not using the f-word and if possible, cut down on other vulgarities
3. Work hard in NPCC and become an NCO and a Staff Sergeant
4. Continue doing well in my studies
5. Not become a nerd despite being in a nerd class
6. Watch the movies I planned to watch
7. Polish up on my bball skills (I am very lousy)
8. Achieve all the above
"

Ignoring the first few sentences, I shall now look at the resolution I had made.

Items number 2, 3 and 5 are going quite well for me. =D

Items number 1, 4 and 6 are, sadly, not going that well... Hah. Especially number 6. I only watched one movie this year so far. Ok, maybe 2, if you count in the charity thing which I got a free ticket. Heh.

Item number 7 is still somewhere there bah. By that I mean I haven't really improve or de-prove. Oh well...

Come to think of it, if I were to make wishes for next year, I would probably just wish for one thing.

Reversal of time.

Random
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Posted at: 10:01 AM
Changed blog song last night. Heh. It's now 普通朋友 by David Tao.

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I
我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

And yeah, I may be using old songs these days. But that doesn't mean that I am a no-lifer. It's just that I suddenly find these songs nice again. =D

Whatever lah
Posted on: Friday, October 12, 2007
Posted at: 3:25 PM
Actually this post was meant for yesterday. But I was having a cold last night so I just had a short post last night. )=

Hmm... Went to Bugis yesterday with Geel.

Ok, stop giving me that look lah. I don't wish to repeat myself. Heh.

Anyway, we met at BPP despite the sudden heavy rain. Due to my dumbness, my umbrella was in my the other bag, the one that I carry to school usually. And so, I was a bit drenched by the time I got to BPP.

The bus ride there was quite ok bah, Chatted a bit. I didn't talk much cos I was having a slight cold beforehand and I didn't want to pass the disease around. Had lunch at the foodcourt which sell stuff that is obviously too ex for me. But since it was just after the exams, I don't mind spending a bit. Hah.

After she bought what she wanted to, we window-shopped a bit before taking the bus back and alighted at BPP to have dinner. Actually it was more of me having dinner and she watching me eat. Heh. Walked her back to her house and then took the lrt back myself.

And yeah, I end my summary of yesterday. Hope you didn't find it too boring. =)

Oh yeah, before I end off, I will like to clarify a thing. I am NOT rich. My family may be but I am not. Some of you probably know why bah. I find no need to explain it here.

Nike
Posted on: Thursday, October 11, 2007
Posted at: 9:58 PM
Saw a Nike advertisement just now when I was coming back home. It went something like this,

You hurt yourself.
You get better.
That's human.

I think it quite sums up a lot of things bah. Be it exam results, setbacks in CCA or even in relationship problems, what's important is to pick yourself up.

Now that's human.

YEA
Posted on: Monday, October 08, 2007
Posted at: 1:44 PM
3 days to the end of tragedy?

Or rather, is it to the start?

Whatever bah. Hah. I am giving up on this year already. Looking forward to start afresh next year...

First week...

Monday --> Chinese Paper 2
Tuesday --> English Paper 1
Wednesday --> Chemistry
Friday --> Physics

2nd week...

Monday --> English Paper 2
Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1
Wednesday --> Biology
Thursday --> Math

After that --> FREEDOM

1 week
Posted on: Friday, October 05, 2007
Posted at: 12:54 PM
Physics was ok bah I guess. But I still can't believe I can get A1, or even A2. Oh well... It's over now. =)

Giving up at the start of the paper leads to failure. This is what I had learnt from the few papers so far. So, hang on! 1 more week to go!


First week...

Monday --> Chinese Paper 2
Tuesday --> English Paper 1
Wednesday --> Chemistry
Friday --> Physics

2nd week...

Monday --> English Paper 2
Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1
Wednesday --> Biology
Thursday --> Math

After that --> FREEDOM

Change
Posted on: Thursday, October 04, 2007
Posted at: 10:27 AM
Talking to jiachen in MSN just now had made me realise some stuff.

In life, many things come and go. Often we don't realise how lucky we are, to have friends by your side and we only start to think back once that friend had left. But life has to go on. You just have to keep those memorable times as part of your memory.

Moral of the story: Cherish.


Zzz
Posted on: Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Posted at: 8:10 PM
Chenistry paper was totally crap...

First week...
Monday --> Chinese Paper 2
Tuesday --> English Paper 1
Wednesday --> Chemistry
Friday --> Physics

2nd week...
Monday --> English Paper 2
Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1
Wednesday --> Biology
Thursday --> Math

After that --> FREEDOM

Bored
Posted on: Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Posted at: 11:18 AM
Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish that there will be no tests/exams.
Sometimes I wish happy moments could last forever, and ever.
Sometimes I wish I can reverse time and not do all the wrong things that I did.
Sometimes I wish there would be someone who I share my troubles with.

Sometimes...

What's your wish? There's no need to answer me. But just think deep inside your heart. What do you really want?

Often, humans don't understand the concept of "want".

Between a life of David Beckham and a simple life, which one will you choose?

Your first thought would probably go for the riches and fame. But, is that what you really wish for?

First week...
Monday --> Chinese Paper 2
Tuesday --> English Paper 1
Wednesday --> Chemistry
Friday --> Physics

2nd week...
Monday --> English Paper 2
Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1
Wednesday --> Biology
Thursday --> Math

After that --> FREEDOM




First week...Monday --> Chinese Paper 2Tuesday --> English Paper 1Wednesday --> ChemistryFriday --> Physics2nd week...Monday --> English Paper 2Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1Wednesday --> BiologyThursday --> MathAfter that --> FREEDOM

Chinese paper 2
Posted on: Monday, October 01, 2007
Posted at: 9:19 PM
Had Chinese Paper 2 today. It was quite ok bah, I guess. Except that the summary writing was quite hard. Otherwise, it is still alright. Heh.

First week...

Monday --> Chinese Paper 2
Tuesday --> English Paper 1
Wednesday --> Chemistry
Friday --> Physics

2nd week...

Monday --> English Paper 2
Tuesday --> Chinese Paper 1
Wednesday --> Biology
Thursday --> Math

After that --> FREEDOM!