Born as wenwei, but known as ww
Been on Earth since 1 Sep 92
Bukit Panjang Primary School
Hwa Chong Institution
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Some things to clarify.

Firstly, I don't copy how others blog.

Secondly, I type at free will. That means I type whatever that comes into my mind.

Thirdly, if it seems like I am copying u, sorry then...

For those who don't understand what I am talking about, it's ok. I am juz feeling moody.

I am slacking away now as usual. Seriously, school takes my life away. The last time I went out with my friends was like a few weeks ago? Sigh...

Pure randomness from now...

Ok. There are quite a few people who asked me how many subjects I am taking. I might as well say now. Fyi, I am taking english, chinese, math, bio, chem, phy, ihc, ihe and smrp. 9 subjects in total. Yes, I know. Other schools are taking more subjects than this. For instance, I am only taking one math while most schools are taking 2 maths. For me, my math is A math and E math combined together, with a slant towards A math. At least that's what my teacher told me. Haha. IHC is juz a cheem term for social studies which most schools are taking too. IHE is where we get to choose which subject of the humanities we want to study, namely history, geography and lit. I chose history. SMRP is a subject where we have to do science research and write a research paper on it.

Enough of academics. I thought I might just provide a link to view the ExCo chart of npcc now.
Click here
If u can't see my name, it's under logistics department. The heads and deputy heads are all sec 4s. Coming june (or somewhere near there), we will be in their positions le. =D Jia you ar squad mates. Work hard and achieve good positions.

Argh... Why everything I talk about is related to school? Let's change topic ba. A phrase juz popped up suddenly in my mind while I was typing. It goes something like this, "the irony of fate makes even the strongest fall". Ok, I know my eng is not that good. Can someone help me rephrase this? Thanks a lot! Seriously, that statement is quite true lah. No matter how strong u are, u will still falter if fate decides to go against u in the least expected way. Never put too much trust on fate. Somethings have to be achieved by urself...

I think some people are falling asleep soon. Zzz... So sorry, guys. Nothing interesting been happening these few weeks. U can help to make my life interesting though, simply by asking me out. XD Takers?

Hey...

I am officially sick now. I had sore throat and a pretty bad cough. Sigh... Maybe I shouldn't had gone for PT yesterday. I knew I was falling sick soon. But I didn't expect it to be so soon.

*cough cough*

Had one of the worst training today. It's not cos of the training itself. It is not tough at all... Firstly, I bloody hell forgot my spec hooks. WTH. I feel like killing myself now. In the end, I had to go through the training without specs. Zzz...

Then during mass PT, we got niao-ed like siao by ncc. And it's all thx to the sec 2s. Shall not elaborate more. Later they all gang me. Haha. Ai yah. I don't care now lah. They want to lose face then lose loh. I don't want though... The ncc also a bit crazy lah. Even more zzz.

SIGH. But I shall probably think on the bright side. Another 6 more months. =D

Homework is piling up too. Crap. I feel so tired now. Sec 3 life is really no fun at all. I am becoming more and more like a mugger. Haiz.

Oh yah. Btw, today is the 26th. I know u guys know that, but... Nvm.

SIGH...

So much homework again. Argh.

I had been sleeping at 12+ like that for the past few days already. And this is all caused by homework, and more homework... I guess I juz have to get used to this sort of life.

I dread going to school now, not really because of lessons. But instead, cos of the fear of getting more homework AND the mad rush every morning to try to copy homework from others.

Yes, I do copy homework. If I don't, I will like go crazy soon? Even some of the better students are also starting to do that. I guess I am not alone. Haha.

I mean, I am not that imba lah, pls. I cannot mug for very long. One or two pieces of homework, I am fine. But the homework now is like spammage? I even forgot there was going to be a bio pop quiz today, thus I didn't study. And, I only manage to get full marks cos the paper was really easy. I think a lot of people got about 11 /12.

I guess I better go off now. I still have quite a few homework to do...

ARGH.

I am feeling so sian now. I can't believe what I juz did in the afternoon. I actually fell asleep when doing bio homework. Argh. And I thought I was interested in bio. Sigh...

Been listening to 933 on the radio since afternoon. I wanted to source for new songs cos I am a bit tired of those I have. What I wanted to do is that once I hear a good one, I will write down the name and download it when I am free. So far, I had wrote a few. Shall download it next time. I don't give a damn about the copyright issues and such, fyi.

I don't feel like doing homework now. I had been doing since noon. I suddenly have an urge to do a quiz now. If anyone have one, juz tell me.

Come to think of it, Cao Ge's new album sounded nice. I heard a few of the songs on the radio. Anyone willing to buy me one? =D I am not very sure of the price too. Shall see it next time. I am too lazy to download them all. Haha.

Omg. I had been slacking away for so long le. I know, I should probably start on my homework now. But give me a break, ya? I had been rushing homework for basically everyday of the week. I need some rest too. I am not a mugger...

Ok. I kinda forgot what I was supposed to blog about. So, I shall be blogging randomly.

As I couldn't get to sleep last nite, I stayed up to do a bit of research on some cramer's rule thingy which I am still so blur about. Zzz. I know I am not so good in math, but give me more time, ya? I am only juz starting to get used to matrices. I am not born to be those type of math person.

Oh yah. I already had permission from my parents to enroll in the programme to stay in the boarding school for a month. It is scheduled to be somewhere in term 2. Still seemed so far away. Shall not think about it for now.

And, my school is so crap lah. Guess what. They put the annual cross country on 14 feb. Don't give me that surprised look. If u still don't know, 14 feb is valentine's day. Even more zzz. Juz when people are dating on that day, we will have to work ourself out so hard. But anyway, I don't have anybody to date also. So, it doesn't really concern me that much. I juz feel sad for those who have gfs. Haha.

Speaking of which, I suddenly remembered that next week's np training will have mass pt. It is when the whole unit do pt (physical training) together. I guess they will make us run namly again, juz like last year's sec 2 camp. Sigh. And worse still, those zai people will be going for npdp training. Not much enthu people left. Argh.

Npcc seems to be a part of my life now. Suddenly, I have so much things in np to do now. Sometimes, I had to go for logistics activities and now, I signed up for the cip at ren ci. It's going to be on saturdays, on alternate weeks with six (if I am not wrong) sessions in total. Though it may not seem a lot, pls remember my house is damn far from ren ci, which is in hougang. I had to take bus to woodlands and transfer to 161 from there. The travelling time alone takes up quite a lot of time. But I had no choice. I really want to get nyaa silver. As I am not in council, I had to take up any other chance which can get cip hours for me. So, yea...

SIGH...

Went to asian civilisations museum today. Not that I like museums very much. But I had to go to write a report for history ACE. So crappy.

Met Kevin and Ferris at Raffles Place MRT at 11am. Then we walked to the museum which took about 5 min. I had not come to the singapore river for so long le. I mean, the last time I came was the acapella thing at victoria theatre last year. Haha. Anyway, saw quite a few groups of tourists there, taking photos of literally everything. LOL.

The exhibition was not that bad lah. The $4 admission ticket was not that ex too. As I was too lazy to copy anything, I took lots of pictures, both the artefacts and their descriptions. Lol.

After walking through the exhibition for the fifth time, we went to the oub centre for lunch. We ate at Burger King lah, not some ex restaurant. Haha. I don't think I am that rich.

As it was still quite early, I took the train to Queenstown instead of Orchard. Saw Ming Ze and Wei Ern there. Was very surprised. After which, we walked quite a while to queenstown shopping centre. Ferris needa go ikea for some stuff, so I walked to the bus stop to take 961 back home.

As I alighted, I saw a thing that is so disgusting. There was a guy wearing those kind of striped, thick and long socks that I usually see gals wearing. I know it's in the trend for gals, but I didn't know guys wear that... And worse still, he was wearing gal's shoes. I may not be a gal, but it is so obvious that that is a gal's shoes. With the socks and shoes, the lower half of his body looked juz like a gal. It was only till I saw his face then I realise he is a guy. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww. So damn disgusting. I nearly puked.

Ok. Nothing else to blog about. Haha.

Today' training was super sian. I was basically juz a slave. But I can't complain cos I am in logistics department. I must get used to this sort of life. LOL. Sidney and Felix hinted to me that I will definitely be higher than deputy head. But still, I mustn't slack. I must be enthu. Haha.

Gave the training room a total makevoer today. It looks very different now. To those people who worked with me today, thx guys! U all helped me without conditions though none of u is in logistics. I really really appreciate it! =D

And to Cyril, I know it's hard on u to be scolded like that. But I know it's not entirely ur fault. Don't think about it le. We all know u are busy. We are all busy. But u are busier cos u got council investiture. Don't ever doubt ur ability juz because of this. Cheer up, ya?

Life sucks for me. Seriously.

I am so lousy in NP. Yes, I am.

I don't fare well in relationships with other people either.

I hate my life.

Some people seriously like to backstab people. Some of u probably know who I am talking about... I shall not elaborate more. But I will juz like to say that I HATE backstabbers.

Juz finished up my english ppt. I did about 60% of the whole thing cos the rest of the group members are really busy. Nvm lah. Juz make them present more can le. Haha. I don't mind helping people who are really busy to do their share of work. After all, sec 3 life is full of committments. But, to hell with leechers. Some people juz don't realise that they are juz no more than a leech...

Wow. Clement is really good with poems. We need to do a poem for each group for IHC. I did the draft and Clement is in charge of editing it and finishing up the last part. He is so pro! He transformed my otherwise boring poem into an interesting one. Thanks clem! XD I guess I am not one of those who is good in lit. Haha.

Mini projects aside, I am seriously considering whether I should take HRP or not. HRP stands for Humanities Research Paper and based on my last year's results, I qualify for it. If I do that, I don't need to take the exams papers for both IHC and IHE. But doing research paper is time consuming too. Some more, I am taking SMRP already. SMRP is Science and Math Research Paper. I wonder if doing two reseach papers is tedious or not. But my idea is that it is better cos I will have 2 less subjects to mug for for EOY, since I am taking triple science this year...

Another thing is that HCI has a programme that allows Sec 3 students to stay in the hostel for a month. It costs about $300 and includes breakfast and dinner. It sounds quite good for me cos I want to experience how it is like to leave home for so long. I shall discuss it with my parents. It's quite a big issue.

Yawn. Feeling so tired now. Been sleeping at around 12 these few days due to homework. I think I am gonna sleep now.

Gd nite.

The guy from singtel came today. He told me that apparently, the circuit from singtel coming to my estate was quite old. And thus, it is not my fault that my internet connection can't work. Haha. But anyway, he said that the internet connection will only be back to normal speed after one or two days cos they are still configuring the new circuit. For now, at least I can surf the net without being disconnected. Lol.

By the way, not sure if anyone knew that I blogged last night cos when I checked today, the post disappeared. Zzz... It's not an important post anyway, so I don't really mind.

Crap. I was thinking of watching death note on youtube now but it is loading freaking slowly. Guess I shall watch next time loh.

Okie. Nothing else to blog now.

See ya.

My whole body is aching like mad now. So crap. Even getting out of bed is painful due to my painful stomach muscles.

Sigh...

Juz realised that I am starting to lose good friends. Yes, it's true. I kept having a feeling that I am being left out in school and it's worse outside school. Whenever I had troubles, I can find no one to share with and no one cares anyway. Is it due to me or what? Am I really that irritating and annoying?

In class, everyone seem to have common topics to talk about except for me. During trainings, there aren't much chance to talk. Even if there is, they usually have cliques. Off school, I don't really have people to talk to when I am troubled...

Why, why why?!?!

What had I done to deserve this? Maybe I was born to be a loner and a loser...

Finally the internet is working, but I expect it will go off soon. So, I came to blog immediately. Quite a number of things to blog about. My msn can't work too...

First up is the training on friday. Got scolded each time I reported attendance. There is now a new rule that each time we enter the np room, we have to fall in and the ic have to report attendance. I seriously don't know what's going through my mind that day. I made quite a lot of mistakes. In total we entered the room 3 times and that's the number of times I got scolded. I was stammering and kept leaving important details out, such as counting the number of people first. I also reported wrong things, such as the total strength. Damn embarrassing. And worse still, I really really don't know why I was like that... Oh yeah, I stepped down as squad ic le. Haha.

I thing I forgot to mention this last time. Apparently, our DM added quite a number of stupid rules. First one is the ankle socks thing. He kept stressing that the socks must be at least 6cm from the ankle... U know how bloody long that is??? And, he said that from now on, even if we are in pe t-shirt, we must tuck them in even outside school. He justified this by saying that this will help to uphold hci's image... -_-""""""""""""""""""""""""""" In my opinion, I think this will instead make people think that hci people are all nerds. This will tarnish the school's reputation instead... I can understand the ankle socks thing, but the pe t-shirt thing, I really don't know why the rule. Crap.

Anyway, when I went to causeway point today, I saw a t-shirt with the words "I'm a lover, not a fighter". I found it quite interesting. But I think "I'm a fighter, not a lover" suits me better. Don't ask why. Haha.

Feeling totally sian now. There seem to be less and less tags on my tagboard. That means that either less people are reading my blog now, or my posts are so boring that people juz closed the window even before finishing. Sigh.

Since I am so bored, I might as well do this quiz.

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Name 1 person you know from A-Z.

Angeline (an online friend of mine)
Benny (my ex-classmate from sec 1 and 2)
Clement (good buds XD)
Dexter (np senior)
Elson (np senior again)
Ferris (good friend of mine)
Geelyn (ex-gf. she treat me as a normal friend now. A nice gal. haha.)
Hugo (another good friend)
Ivan (sec 1 and 2 classmate)
Jon neo? (since I took this from his blog... Haha.)
Kian Fong (best bball mate =D)
Li ying (had to check phonebook for this one... ex-classmate from bpps)
Matthew (duck's tail hair. HAHAHA!)
Nel (eh, ex-classmate from bpps)
O... crap. Can't think of one... I shall use Mr. Ong loh. lol.
Patrina (ex-classmate from bpps. long time no see le. i think she already forgot me...)
Q... cant' think one again. so i shall use my sister's name, Qian.
Ryan Cher (vice-cap of air rifle woh... a great pal. XD)
Sheng Jie (a fellow logger and great friend too.)
Tan chee wee. (my teacher-in-charge's name) Hahaha.
Uncle Gopal?? LOL. (those in hci should know who he is...)
Vivian. (Don't know who she is. but saw her name in my email's contact list...)
Wei Xian (ex-classmate from bpps too...)
Xiong Chen (Gay... Haha.)
Yong Quan (sometimes he can be quite irritating)
Zi Chao (muscular guy leh. don't ever fight with him. lol.)

1. How many siblings does A have? Angeline. How I know? I don't know her well...

2.What does B sms you about? Benny. I don't even have his number. LOL.

3. What's C's nickname? Clement. Doggy! =p

4. How did you get to know D? Dexter. NP senior what. To be precise, during pdp'06.

5. How despo is E? Elson. Eh, don't know? He don't seem to be very despo to me though...

6. How many years is F older/younger than you? Ferris. Though he is same class as me, he is one year older than me cos he not singaporean.

7. Name 3 of G's best friends. Geelyn. Eh, as far as I know, Sarah, Audd and Zhen Dong.

8. Does H knows I? Hugo and Ivan. Of cos. Fellow 2b'06. Haha.

9. What if J suddenly turns into your enemy? Jon neo. Eh, not sure leh. I don't like to have enemies lah.

10. Under what condition will K & L get married? Kian Fong and Li Ying. LOL!!!!! I suddenly thought of the rumours in primary school again! XDDD

11. How many people do you know with M's name? Matthew. Eh, I don't really know that many Matthews. Perhaps two or three.

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? Nel. We haven't talk on the phone before. Haha.

13. Do you think O knows P? Mr. Ong and Patrina. I don't even know whether they know each other or not.

14. How geeky is Q? My sis. Haha. Shall not comment much.

15. Is R very popular? Ryan Cher. Maybe? Cos of t**mh.

16. What happens if S likes you? Sheng Jie. He already has a crush lah. And I am not gay. Lol.

17. Is T a very random person? Tan Chee Wee. Quite. His mood changes fast.

18. How are U and V related? Uncle Gopal and Vivian. I don't really know both of them. So, yea...

19. Do you take W else other than a friend? Wei Xian. Ex-classmate? Nothing more. Haha.

20. When's the last time you met up with X? Xiong Chen. I often see him in school.

21. Are Y and Z enemies? Yong Quan and Zi Chao. Err... I don't even think they know each other.

22. Of A-Z, who do you love the most? Shall not answer. I don't wanna cause anymore trouble. (except for my sis lah. that's different.)

23. Will you betray any of them? I hate backstabbers. So I shall not be one. HAHA.

24. Have you loved or confessed to anyone from A-Z? Shall not answer again. Read back to the names if u wanna know. (again, my sis's case is different.)

******

I juz realised that my life sucks nowadays. Other than making people angry, fed up, irritated, annoyed, I can do nothing else. Oh great...

Some of u may know what happened. Those who don't know, don't ask me about it. I am very stressed by that matter. Yes, it happened last night. Nevertheless, I will keep my word. (If u don't understand what I am saying here, move on to the next paragraph.) I really don't wanna be a bother to anyone anymore and drive people crazy. If I have a choice, I will wish that I will remain as a chubby, geeky-looking P6 pupil...

Today was also crappy. Apparently, I read the timetable wrongly and brought chinese stuff instead of chemistry stuff. Luckily I did not have any homework for chemistry, thus I could get away with it...

Then, all the logistics people had to stay back to clean up the np room. The expected finishing time was 1600. But in the end, we end up going home at 1740. When I reached home, it was already 1830. To make things worse, I still have homework to do and I need to mug for the NHB test on fri's training. And, I still need to call the squad up to ask who is not coming on friday. Chuan Khim told me that for each person who pon, I will take 10. As in, 10 push-ups lah... So, if 5 people decide to pon, I will have to take 50. Totally crap.

And, I think I will be stepping down as squad ic soon. Chuan Khim told me that. From tomorrow onwards, I needa scout for suitable people to take over me le...

Yipee! Finally!

A bit exaggerating here. But I am kinda happy now.

You see, I have an old com which used Windos 98. As it was quite old, I didn't really go and use it. However, my dad's friend lent us the Windows XP disc recently. With nothing to do, I decided to install it onto the com. After that, I didn't touch it again cos there wasn't any broadband link. The com was in my room, which was on the second floor. Thus, I can't possibly pull another cable there. But now, my dad brought home a wireless USB device from his office.

And, I can finally surf the net using this com! XD

The com is still alright, except that the sound card is not compatible with Windows XP. So, I can't play any music now. =( But it's ok. I will go out and buy a new sound card some day. =D

For now, I am still downloading quite a lot of stuff onto this com. Juz finished installing MSN. I still have other stuff, like firewall etc. Gonna take quite a while. Haha.

Ok. MSN is having problems again. It juz does not allow me to sign in... Shall do other stuff first.

See ya.

Before I start this post,

People, thanks for trying to cheer me up! =D I really appreciate it.

I had already accepted the fact. I am ok now. After all, my life is not all about npdp. Haha.

Now, let's talk about yesterday's training.

It was not very good. I guess it's due to the lack of training during the hols. My drills are a bit rusty. I can't even hentak for 5 min. When I was training for syf parade, I could do that for 10 min. Crap. It's not only me though. A lot of people falled out yesterday. Most of them looked quite white in the face. I didn't fall out though. Haha.

Then during survival training, my group can't even make the fire stable, let alone boil the water. And worse still, they only gave us 30 min to make a fire from leaves and twigs and boil the water. It's not that long, considering we have not had survival training for so long. And, I didn't attend ATC in june last year (don't ask me why). So, I forgot most of what they taught during the sec 2 training camp last year.

PT (physical training) was ok lah. No running yesterday cos we ran out of time. But still, the timer is so damn fast. I mean, how can possibly one do push-ups so fast? I bet he didn't even go all the way down.

Jasper was in a bad mood yesterday. He kept yelling at us. But I guess I am numb to yellings from NCOs. LOL.

Anyway, saw this quiz from jon neo's blog. Since I don't feeling like doing homework now, I shall do the quiz.

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Instructions: Name 20 ppl you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions below before you write and tag 5 ppl to do the survey.

1. Geelyn (For some reason, her name popped up in my mind first.)
2. Jon neo (since i took this quiz from his blog...)
3. Clement (one super zai guy)
4. Ryan Cher (the guy with the pole dancing shoe -_-)
5. Jeremy (the nicest NCO I ever met)
6. Jasper (one fierce guy...)
7. Chuan Khim (a guy who changes mood damn fast)
8. Audrey (since I met her on the bus last night)
9. Matthew (even though he went 3P, we are still good friends. =D)
10. Kenneth (though he often gets me into trouble, he's still a nice guy)
11. Sheng Jie (quiet guy, but nice and enthu)
12. Nel (ex-classmate from pri school)
13. Angeline (even though I never talked to her before, she is a good online friend)
14. Yi Chao (also known as jeff)
15. Hugo (sec1, 2 classmate)
16. Kian Fong (best bball mate!)
17. Ming Ze (one guy who own me in bball)
18. Jia Chen (YJC=Yishun Junior College???)
19. Suan Tai (super enthu guy from np)
20. Francis (bpps, hci and np friend. Haha.)

1. How did you meet 14? yi chao. school mate from bpps. XD

2. What do you do if you never met 1? Erm. Can I don't answer this question?

3. What do you do if 9 and 20 dated? matthew and francis. -_- Hmmmm... I don't think they are gays... Haha.

4. Did you ever like 19? Suan Tai. Haha. As a friend, yea!

5. Would 6 and 1 make a good couple? Jasper and Geelyn? LOL. Geelyn told me she didn't want to get married though...

6. Describe 3. Clement! Super super clever and zai in np. A great friend. Haha.

7. Do you think 8 is attractive? Audrey... Hmm... To me, I don't really care about looks lah.

8. Say somthing about 7. Chuan Khim. Erm... Weird? He can be very nice if he want to though.

9. Do you know any of 12's family members? Nel. Eh, I know she told me her bro's name before but I kinda forgot... Sorry.

10. Whats 18's favourite colour? Jia Chen. Eh, don't know leh... Will ask him next time I meet him.

11. What would you do if 11 confesses he/she likes you? Sheng Jie. I will juz tell him I am not gay. Hahaha.

12. What language does 15 speak? Hugo. Mostly english in school. Since he is from hong kong, I think he also speak cantonese.

13. Who is 9 going out with? Matthew. Eh, I think he is already making his move le. Won't say who here... LOL.

14. How old is 16 now? Kian Fong. 15 loh. (14++, if u are those type of ppl who mind this sort of stuff)

15. When was the last time you talked to 13? Angeline. I thought I juz mentioned that she's juz a online friend. Didn't talk to her before...

16. Who is 2's favourite band/singer? Jon neo. Mostly chinese songs, I guess...

17. Would you date 4? Ryan... I am NOT gay.

18. Would you date 14? Yi Chao. I am NOT gay (how many times u want me to say this?).

19. Is 15 single? Hugo. I think so.

20. Whats 10's last name? Kenneth Soo. Last name is "soo" loh.

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 17? Ming Ze? I am NOT gay.

22. What school does 3 go to? Clement. HCI lah.

5 ppl to do this:

Anyone. Haha.

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Ok. Finished le.

Bye!

Feeling so sian now...

Firstly, my class this year is a very very very very very very very nerdy class. U might say I am biased. But, I think everyone knows in their mind that most ppl in my class are those type of nerds and anti-social ppl. Of cos, not all are like that. There are some of my close friends going with me too and I know that they are not muggers. =D 2B'06 rocks on, guys!

Next, juz received news that I am NOT selected for NPDP'07. Totally crap. For guys who don't know what it is, it is NPCC Day Parade. It is held every year and only about 10 students from each unit is allowed to join as participants. Some schools have even less, such as Nanyang, which always send about 2 only. And, it is better still if u got into GOH, which only Gold units can go in. HCI is one of the gold units, fyi.

It is very important to me cos each cadet can only have one chance to go, which is at sec 3. The only exception is the ExCo chairman, which can go at sec 4 too. But I know myself I can never be one. So, I was hopng that I can participate in sec 3.

BUT.

I am not selected...

So crap. All my dreams are gone now. I guess I am juz too lousy. Prerhaps I should juz throw away my Sergeant rank. What's the point of being one of the first batch of Sec 3 to pass the Sergeant test if I can't even qualify for it? (There's another round of testing at HTA.)

People like Clement have the chance to go, but he opted out. For me, I didn't even have the chance...

If any of u think that I am trying to act self-pity here, sorry then. No one understands how important this thing is to me anyway. It is juz like competitions for other CCAs. It will make u proud that you have been through it.

SIGH...

Today is the last day of the hols, guys. I am so gonna miss the hols.

Life's going to be back to normal, I guess. Oh well. It's back to waking up early everyday and rushing piles of homework. I don't know about u guys, but I prefer the hols. I can choose to study whenever I want and not be so stressed up. Haha.

My mom is nagging now. She wants me to go to bed early. I know I should probably do that. But, give me a break, ya? I know very well that I can't fall asleep so early. And besides, I had been losing sleep these few days. Kept sleeping at 1am+. What's the point of lying there doing nothing for a few hours? It's such a waste of time. I have other stuff to do, like blogging. Hehe.

In juz a few hours time, I will be stepping into a new class, with new teachers. Come to think of it, I am actually quite excited. On the other hand, I am feeling kinda sad cos I miss my old class and the teachers.

It's 2222 now on my computer's clock, quite early. But, most people that I can talk to on msn are either asleep or busy with something else. And, I can't find anyone to sms to. Suddenly, I don't feel like staying online anymore.

Okie. Nothing else then.

Nite, everyone. All the best for tml. =D

Before I start this post...

Everyone,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

All the best for 2007! May all ur wishes come true! =D

I am having different feelings now. For one, I am excited that the new year has come and it's time to start afresh. For another, it means that the holidays are ending. =(

On my part, I do hope that 2007 will be an even greater year. 2006 was quite good, but not good enough. d=

I know it's kinda short for a post. But I really can't think of anything to blog about right now. Feeling very bored even though I still have some stuff to take care of. Haha.

May be blogging later if I found anything interesting...